I'll read that. I have a list of books to read too, including Phil's recommendation.
This one is on the internet for free while Phil's costs money though so I'll start with this one. :p
Suck it Phils!!!
I've started reading Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance but I hear it gets real weird soon so I bet I won't stick with it and instead i'll reread Siddhartha.
(06-11-2013, 05:12 AM)Grungie Wrote: [ -> ]I wonder what point we should kill off the community thread and make a new one. Hm...
I would guess 3,000 pages would be appropriate, but I don't know.
The regular 25 posts per page kind, in case anyone is a weirdo and uses more than 25 posts per page. *cough cough adam cough*
Edit: I'd rather not get into telling anyone how little (actually, none at all) of a life I have, because that would be boring. And I don't want to bore you. Because I love you. <3
I don't really have a life. I probably socialize like once a week on average in the summer, but that doesn't bother me. Tbh I don't see how I can ever be legitimately bored, there's always things to be watched, something to play, learn about, and most important and abundant is stuff to hear.
God though people say this shit all the time but I don't know what I'd do without the internet. I can't even imagine that existence.
I haven't socialised at all this summer except when I took the SAT and there were a few people I knew. I will probably have no human interaction at all for the rest of the summer. I feel like the guys in that doll documentary except I'm not a misogynist and I don't sleep with sex dolls. :/
It would be hard to be bored if I was allowed to leave the house more often. But internet and guitar is getting incredibly stale. I've basically grown up to be a disappointment and I am in a constant state of embarrassment.
I'll agree that the internet is a great tool for educational and social purposes.
Dude you aren't pathetic. Stop saying that. You're a really genuinely kind and smart guy who just seems to have some self-esteem issues. Don't worry so much what others think of you and try to let go of some fear.
And for god's sake stop feeling guilty because you aren't struggling financially. I don't claim to know what the deal is with you and your parents at all but if they won't let you do things like cook or go out the I'd say you don't have it all that easy. I'd much rather be on welfare with good parents than rich with shitty ones (again, I don't know if they are or not but they don't sound fantastic from these last couple posts)
Nah, I have it pretty easy. I'm not trying to portray them as bad parents (they do things for me and they pay for all my things) but we don't get along at all. I don't really know what it is.
I don't know, I'm in a melancholy mood tonight even though I have nothing to be sad about. With that said, I'm about to go to bed (I say that but I'll probably end up putting off sleep for another hour lol) so I probably won't be so whiny when I wake up tomorrow.
Actually, to be really brutally honest here, they do kinda sound like bad parents. =/
Denying you the possibility to develop necessary skills for adulthood, like working and cooking, all the while implying that you're stupid is somewhat awful parenting,
I don't really know the whole situation, tough, so my view might be way off.
carlcockatoo Wrote:And I have lots of dreams that involve everyone I know betraying me followed by my death. I feel like such a paranoid twat when I wake up.
Also, this totally proves that your subconscious recognises my view. >___>
Hey guys, can ya fill me in on what you're talking about here?
I'm sick and i don't feel like reading those walls of text
Hope you feel better soon, Adam. Ask your gf to make you a hot cup of tea/coffee/comforting drink that you like. If she says no then she doesn't love you.