For clarification, that narcissistic statement at the end was meant jokingly (although I won't pretend hearing people complain because they don't understand me when they think I can't hear isn't amusing >_> ).
And reading that post from a neutral perspective just showed me that there are actually people who don't think I'm ugly and that I've just been completely oblivious to it the whole time.
Edit: In response to myself. I know that feeling wwf.
Lol, I woke up this morning a little sad, thinking about someone I cared about deeply in the past, and these are the first posts I see :haha:
So I was on FB this morning and I discovered an "in memory of" page for someone I went to high school with. I didn't know she died 3 years ago, but I do think it's kind of sad seeing all these people posting on her memorial page, because nobody liked her in school.
She was part of the clique of super weirdos who thought they were vampires and Satanists because they listened to Marilyn Manson, and they were the one clique below the emo kids. Now after she's dead, it seems like everyone's acting like they actually cared about her.
I saw this post somewhere that was like "if i die and you were always mean or didnt pay attention to me and you post about how great i was i will fucking come back and haunt you" lol i agree
My confidence is finally at a good level I think. I don't think I look like a freak anymore and I know I dress well and stuff. But a friend was like "wow man you're looking good" yesterday and I didn't really know what to think.
I also have absolutely no anxiety talking to girls now. It was never a huge problem but it feels good it's gone.
omg I was just watching the first of this and was thinking "this music is great but i feel like Sigur 3 would be perfect"
and then
Isn't that supposed to go in the "song of the day" thread? lol
lol i guess but it was really just a weird moment i felt like sharing
So one of my buddies made a Facebook status saying he contracted Smallpox, and all of these people are telling him to get better.
I wonder if they know he's pulling their leg, because smallbox was eradicated years ago
:haha: Ask if he means chickenpox.
i present the frankenstien drumset
it's not mine but it will be mine