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Brad showed me this and it may or may not help you, especially seeing your posts from May about anxiousness.

http://aqilkhans.files.wordpress.com/201...living.pdf
So, Brad's recommended book (along with some of the conversations we've been having lately) has been a huge help to me so far and it has caused me to re-evaluate all of my life decisions, my general outlook/world-view, and my current perception of myself.

It led me to do something incredibly cheesy and embarrassing (this wasn't in the book) that I thought would be beyond stupid, but I had a feeling I should do it- so I did.

I wrote a third person biography of myself, looking at everything in my life as objectively as possible, while in a peaceful state of contemplation. Once I got to the present, I realised I could literally write my own destiny from here if it is realistic and I follow through. It is the best, most productive form of self-evaluation. I highly recommend doing this if you ever feel like you have never accomplished anything or if you feel lost.

inb4 everyone ridicules me, because it was quite a stupid thing to do. I don't regret it though. Writing stuff down is relaxing ;_;. I have not felt this at peace in years.

Edit: Well that is the most narcissistic thing I've ever shared. It was more of a list in sentence format than a story or whatever. I don't care if anyone thinks it's stupid though. I do not feel regretful about much anymore, including things I was for some reason ashamed about for a long time even though I didn't need to be. :flower:

Edit 2: Wait basically what happened is I started a diary. So angsty. That is humiliating, nevermind. Never doing this again lol.
:haha:

I'm not laughing at you. I just think it's adorable.
You should post it so we can decide whether it's cringey or not.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
You alright there, buddy?
Yea, just bleh

Like, just really bad anxiety and stuff. Slept about half an hour cuz of it.
I know what you mean. When every thought you have just drives you insane and you're so easily irritable that you feel it in your body and just can't get comfortable and you feel stuck in a really tight rut.

Congrats on 1400 posts, though.
Yea, pretty much. It's like my fucking head just won't turn off and go to sleep, lol

Oh yea, almost at 5 guitars!!! :afro:
Yup, I really hate that feeling.