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Watched a movie... Still feel like crap.

I'm also feeling really paranoid for some reason. Anxious, too. I need a mental examination or some crap.
Nah, you probably don't. Everyone has weird days like that. You just need to relax today. It's Sunday, anyway. Confusedhrug:
Thank you, Joel.

I'm too tired to write a detailed response right now. I'm sending this message just to let you know that I've acknowledged yours.
Don't mention it, man Smile
blogpost:

This is top-tier cringe thread shit right here:

So I haven't had an interview since last month which means I'm still an unemployed loser/leech (trust me though I intend on paying back everything I don't deserve). This means that I do not have any connections to bank/credit union and thus do not have a debit/credit card. This means I can't buy a $.025 scantron to use for a test. wtf do I do besides possibly leech off of another student and look/feel like a prick? If I don't have my shit together in a month I'm going to find a way to punish myself.
Damn dude, have you been applying to a lot of places?
Admittedly only three places this week but yeah.

Two interviews in almost five months I am so good at life. 8)

olololololololololololololololololololo

not even kidding if I am still a fuck up by the end of this year I am going to pay because I am way behind the 'schedule' I've set up for myself (my plan to not be a piece of shit. I have failed at basically everything, not just this, and I am running out of time).
Three places in one week is better than I've managed whenever I'm searching, usually its been more like 3 a month. Did you have a job this summer at all or have you been searching for a long time?
I've been searching for a long time.

My parents wouldn't let me work before 18 (with a few exceptions where I convinced them to let me apply). I turned 18 in March. I've been seriously looking since late-April. I've never had a job, which is in my top 3 biggest shames.

I'm also ugly as shit, not near as good as a musician as I should be (this is the only area of my life I am making any progress), and am not near as intelligent as I should be. I'm hoping to be a decent person by 25 and I've managed to even fuck this up lol this is what I mean when I say I'm running out of time.

And I've felt really awful again for a month, which is longer than normal. Right now I feel like 13 year old cockatoo.

/whining.

And don't worry I don't say stuff like this in real life. :p
Dude, don't be so hard on yourself. Its shitty that you can't find a job, but you'll get hired somewhere eventually. Lack of work experience probably isn't helping you, but at your age there should still be jobs available where that isn't such a huge deal. I bet you're a decent person already, you just have a lot of ways you want to improve. Its good to want to improve, and to demand better from yourself, but try not to do it in such a negative way.

Are you going to college somewhere?