03-26-2013, 02:46 PM
Can I just rant and vent a little:
I'm so sick and tired of being so fucking nice and allowing people to walk over me and giving me shit with no repurcussion. On the inside I'm close to jumping on them and chocking the life out of them but on the outside and I'm smiling and saying: "Isn't that unfortunate, I'll see what I can do". I can't even smash my phone because I'll feel bad for damaging property. I'm I that much of a sucker that make everyone say : Don't worry, debs will take care of it. No ppl, no! Debbie is NOT gonna take care of it cause I'm done.
I think I should start boxing again so that I can puch the shit out of something in a safe and controlled way before I loose it completely.
I'm so sick and tired of being so fucking nice and allowing people to walk over me and giving me shit with no repurcussion. On the inside I'm close to jumping on them and chocking the life out of them but on the outside and I'm smiling and saying: "Isn't that unfortunate, I'll see what I can do". I can't even smash my phone because I'll feel bad for damaging property. I'm I that much of a sucker that make everyone say : Don't worry, debs will take care of it. No ppl, no! Debbie is NOT gonna take care of it cause I'm done.
I think I should start boxing again so that I can puch the shit out of something in a safe and controlled way before I loose it completely.