Psychologically, philosophically. I can't even explain what I'm feeling because there is so much surging in my mind right now. I'm at a point where everything puts me down. Everything. Even the most innocuous things drive me insane. And I still can't describe the feeling I'm feeling and I think I'm going crazy. I don't know what I'm supposed to "do" or in which way I'm supposed to "act" anymore. I am seriously not well and am completely lost. I'm neither depressed, or in desperation, or angry, or frustrated, or anxious, or any of that, but an entirely different emotion I cannot put into words that resembles all of these.
I started recently having really dark thoughts I've never had before. Oh, and nothing is distracting me anymore. When I'd have troubles I'd find something to distract me or something for cathartic purposes, but now, literally nothing is working, and I couldn't even think of any solution, realistic or completely ludicrous, that would solve my issues. I'm really at a dead end here.
I started recently having really dark thoughts I've never had before. Oh, and nothing is distracting me anymore. When I'd have troubles I'd find something to distract me or something for cathartic purposes, but now, literally nothing is working, and I couldn't even think of any solution, realistic or completely ludicrous, that would solve my issues. I'm really at a dead end here.