The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - Printable Version +- Music Talk Board (https://www.musictalkboard.com) +-- Forum: Off Topic (https://www.musictalkboard.com/forum-16.html) +--- Forum: General Discussion (https://www.musictalkboard.com/forum-30.html) +--- Thread: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! (/thread-127.html) Pages:
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RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - Grungie - 03-28-2014 You know, I never understood people that hate something so much, that they go out and study everything about it, (or follow everything about it) just so they can hate it even more. Like let's take Justin Beiber for instance. I don't really give a single fuck about him, but some people just despise him, and they read up on everything about him just to bash everything. There's definitely a point where I think you need to get over yourself. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - JCizzle - 03-29-2014 I absolutely agree, especially regarding Justin Bieber. I hate bandwagons far more than any bandwagon can truly hate something or someone. (03-28-2014, 05:40 PM)Grungie Wrote: That's why natural selection exists:haha: That's it. I think you've won the internet, show's over. Hit the showers, you can all go home everyone. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - Grungie - 03-29-2014 Well it's not in regards to hate bandwagons, it's just that there's people out there who hate something so much that they go out of their way to study everything about it, just to talk shit as much about it as they can. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - JCizzle - 03-29-2014 Yeah. People are dumb. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - Grungie - 03-29-2014 Tbh I was kind of like that my first two years of high school, but then I had a reality check and thought "wait, if I hate this, why should I give a fuck to constantly read up on this? Also it was the time I first joined the Pit, and this was 2007 Pit, and I noticed that if I got worse, that's how I would look. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - Mr Maps - 03-29-2014 So, this has been eating me up recently, but then I remembered this thread exists so hopefully I can get some stuff out. I'm fucked, mentally. Not super-bad, but very unstable. I've had problems with depression for a long time, but now things are different. I get very, very depressed, I got almost "manic" (I say that in quotes because I hate saying it's mania without actually knowing if it is, if that makes sense), I get kinda drowsy and physically "floppy", I get in states of making noises (grunts, growls etc), I get slurred speech. I've also had paranoia recently, like I really really distrust the game 2048 and I got super freaked out by it last week. I also became convinced my friends were messing with my thoughts and trying to fuck me up. Same day, I had a terrible sense of foreboding about going to a friend's house - so much so, I thought I'd need to defend myself and carried a knife around jn my bag. Stupid, but seemingly necessary. So yeah, things aren't so good. What's more, I want to break up with my girlfriend. Things have been going badly and I'm not stable enough to deal with them. Thing is, I feel like it's the wrong decision and it's just my depression making me think things are bad and I can no longer discern what's true and what's over-reaction. But I've been dealing with her problems and her stress for six months and I can barely deal with my own. I think I'm just scared to break things off because I'm scared of change and that she'll get worse (she has a past of mental problems too). We've been together for six months and I'm so used to it and we've had such good times it seems wrong, but good times are no longer there. I got it all planned so that it doesn't hurt her too much though. I've been to the doctors for my problems, I have a blood test next week and an anxiety test and stuff. I'll hopefully get help soon and get stable again Anyway, I mainly just wanted a rant, I'm working things out and I don't expect you guys to help or anything, I just appreciate the outlet. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - JCizzle - 03-29-2014 Ouch man :/ Sounds rough. I understand the fear of worsening a person's mental condition by giving up on them. Paranoia sucks. I've been incredibly paranoid in the past, but it's gotten better. Hopefully that'll make you feel hopeful. It goes without saying; don't shy away from venting again if you need it. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - Mr Maps - 03-29-2014 Thanks man, it means a lot. The problem I have is that one minute I feel fine and care-free about everything (like now, because I just went for a walk in the nice weather listening to music) and the next I feel like just giving up. Damn mood swings. RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - crazysam23 - 03-29-2014 Hmmm...have you seen a psychiatrist? Or just a general practitioner so far? RE: The Venting/Ranting/Hugging Thread! - Mr Maps - 03-29-2014 Just a GP and a CAMHS (Children and Adolescent Mental Health Service) worker. I got fuck all from CAMHS (which is hardly surprising, as I've heard very few good things about them), except that my thyroid should be checked (which is one of the things my blood test is for). To be fair, I have got worse since visiting CAMHS and I'm not great at self-report of symptoms, but oh well. Once any physical problems (anemia, glandular fever, thyroid etc) are ruled out, I'll probably get referred to the Wellbeing Team, which are sort of half-way between a GP and a psychiatrist. After that, who knows. |